Part 6: James & Hannah
xx themachine: sometimes i feel like
xx themachine: i shouldnt listen to just one song from an album
xx themachine: like i should listen to the whole album or nothing
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: wtf why
xx themachine: bc thats the way the artist wanted you to hear it
xx themachine: i guess? idk
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: so you won’t ever just listen to like
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: one cmh song
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: then one brokenfields song
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: then one damnaged goods song?
xx themachine: no i will
xx themachine: i just sometimes feel like i shouldnt?
xx themachine: like its
xx themachine: disrespectful?
xx themachine: or something
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: lmao ok i don’t get that
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: i feel like they make the music for US
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: so we decide how we listen to it
xx themachine: yeah i get that too
xx themachine: idk it’s just my brain i guess
xx themachine: i can’t control it
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: hmm maybe you have ocd
xx themachine: yeah maybe
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: not like really bad ocd or anything though
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: like some people have it really bad
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: where they can’t even leave a room
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: until they flick the lightswitch off exactly 23 times
xx themachine: really?
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: yeah
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: but also like
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: if you care so much what the ~*Artists*~ want
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: then wouldn’t they be sad to know
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: you were just like
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: FORCING yourself to listen to the whole album
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: when all you really wanted to hear was one song
xx themachine: yeah i guess you’re right
xx themachine: i should stop feeling guilty about it
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: ding ding ding
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: guilt and shame are emotions of the weak
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: and you are NOT weak
xx themachine: i know
xx themachine: thanks
xx themachine: brb
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: okay
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: hey you know what ive kinda always wanted to do
xx themachine: back
xx themachine: i shouldnt listen to just one song from an album
xx themachine: like i should listen to the whole album or nothing
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: wtf why
xx themachine: bc thats the way the artist wanted you to hear it
xx themachine: i guess? idk
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: so you won’t ever just listen to like
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: one cmh song
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: then one brokenfields song
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: then one damnaged goods song?
xx themachine: no i will
xx themachine: i just sometimes feel like i shouldnt?
xx themachine: like its
xx themachine: disrespectful?
xx themachine: or something
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: lmao ok i don’t get that
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: i feel like they make the music for US
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: so we decide how we listen to it
xx themachine: yeah i get that too
xx themachine: idk it’s just my brain i guess
xx themachine: i can’t control it
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: hmm maybe you have ocd
xx themachine: yeah maybe
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: not like really bad ocd or anything though
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: like some people have it really bad
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: where they can’t even leave a room
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: until they flick the lightswitch off exactly 23 times
xx themachine: really?
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: yeah
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: but also like
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: if you care so much what the ~*Artists*~ want
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: then wouldn’t they be sad to know
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: you were just like
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: FORCING yourself to listen to the whole album
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: when all you really wanted to hear was one song
xx themachine: yeah i guess you’re right
xx themachine: i should stop feeling guilty about it
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: ding ding ding
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: guilt and shame are emotions of the weak
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: and you are NOT weak
xx themachine: i know
xx themachine: thanks
xx themachine: brb
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: okay
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: hey you know what ive kinda always wanted to do
xx themachine: back
xx themachine: what?
XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: go on some crazy intense road tripXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: across the whole countryXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: like follow a band around or somethingxx themachine: that sounds coolxx themachine: but likexx themachine: it would get so expensive
xx themachine: gas food hotels etcXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: so?XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: i’d figure something outXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: and it’d be so much FUNXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: just like sleeping in the carXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: or crashing on random peoples floorsXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: hlkfgshkjfjhlfsjh i wanna do itxx themachine: like after college?XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: idk if i’m going to collegexx themachine: really?XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: yeah are you?xx themachine: probably idk yetxx themachine: i feel like i have toXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: ORRRRR you could come on this road trip with me!XXxSuicidesxGracexXX: comeeee onnnnnnnnnn what sounds better?xx themachine: alright surexx themachine: you got meXXxSuicidesxGracexXX: SWEET it’s a deal